One of the last ducks on the pond.
I've been here at Bassford firing off e-mails to DooHow and the Mayor, all day.
I did one copy job, and pretty much just messed around the rest of the day.
It's wierd, I think I'm one of the last 4 people here, and I don't feel much of a desire to leave. I could just head out the door, and no one would ever know. For some reason, I feel compelled to stay.
In the very near future, my time working for Loffler, and so my time here at Bassford, will end.
I know what I could make at an entry level position with a PR firm. I know what I'm making now. the two figures are about $5 apart.
I like my job, even though it consists mainly of making copies and moving boxes, and makes a my degree a complete waste. I like the people at the law firm, I like working downtown, and I can get by on my income.
But I keep thinking about how I could pay off my credit card and car faster with that extra $5 an hour. $40 a day, $200 a week.
I look into the crystal ball at my future at Loffler. I could become an account manager. One of those position will likely open soon. I don't want to do that. I'd have to travel a lot and learn a lot of different sites. I don't see many positions with Corporate that I want, actually. It's like I'd be stuck here, forever.
I also hear a lot about my other co-workers at other sites. They are mostly worthless. They sit around, they act and dress lunprofessionaly, in short, they're worthless.
I work hard. I fixed a relationship with our client here at Bassford, when they were ready to drop us. I show up early, I take only my lunch break each day, and everyone here loves me.
And yet, I know that Loffler won't open up the checkbook to keep me.
It's kind of a drag.
I like working for the company Joe referred me to. I've worked with Joe a few days. I go to lunch with Bryan when he's downtown. I really like the guys who hired and trained me.
Really, if Loffler would split the difference with me, I'd be content for a while. For an extra $2.50 an hour I'd live the dream here a little longer. I'd hold off on applying for new jobs for probably a year, maybe more.
But it's not going to happen.
And so, I'll go home tonight, grab my car, buy my last Christmas present and drive on up to Mora. I'll enjoy Christmas with my family, and then I'll finish re-doing my resume.
Who knows if I'll find something, but I can't sit idly by working for far less than my potential in a job I'll never advance in.
It's been a pretty terrific year, but I have even higher hopes for next year.
I probably won't post again until after Christmas, so again, Merr Christmas everyone, and thanks for stopping by.
